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Friday, 19 June 2009

Roman Candles

Friday, June 19th – 2009

Its funny, how the very thing used to burn witch's & none believers of the Catholic Church will be my choice to punish my self for all that I have done & not done in this life because of those I have hurt or brought to pain & suffering because of my pity & worthlessness

I was never been Christ Fearing person. From the day my Father starting forcing me into church as a kid, I admit I hated him. Although I do Believe in some sovereign power... I do not believe that it has any Allegiance to humanity or the creatures of space. I have come to realize between the supernatural & the Mythical Gods of time, Current day & Past, that his “Almighty's only Purpose” is the Judgment of the path our soul shall take when we die. Many great kingdoms & religions have fallen for many Eons. From old Superpower to new superpower.

In this world ultimately we 3 things... Our solemn Will of the human spirit, The Choice to choose what we do or believe in, & the knowledge that Life is here as it is present, but that Death is always Upon us from the moment we are conceived to the moment we taste our last breath

I have always been the Poetic Philosophical Neutral none believer. I have always believed since a Kid that honor as a knight in mid evil ages to die a horrifying death for the soul purpose of ensuring a worthwhile cause would be the most dignified way to go. I sought the grim reaper as my own fiery hatred as if he was some Angel of truth beneath the screwed up realities we breath. I hated my self & I hated my life & everything in it. Then someone someone saved me. She showed me the light in a dark place I once called home. She Taught me to Enjoy life & treasure it what what it is from the very Breath you breath waking from your unconsciousness in sleep to those sad moments crying in the shower asking God why it was her not me & Why couldn't I save her. She is my Divine she is my Precious & My love for her went unheard till after she died & in vain & now I have dishonored everything she loved & lived for...

February 7th 2007 she met her maker, it was Ovarian Cancer, the world she changed & the lives she saved not just including my own have missed her since

I speak of Integrity because I have morals but apparently the ability to have a good heart unless you have the sheer will to make a difference it will only do more damage then good... I have banished those who saved me, befriended me & watched over me more than anyone to the greatest of terrible depths. I have wept, & I have never made it right for my crimes or the lives lost or destroyed because of my selfishness & laziness. Lost Souls have been tortured & families have been shattered dishonored shamed & robbed of their home. Most people who know me as a great friend only know me as that because I have been there when no one else has, but the side of mankind I have scene because of that has forever lost my faith in the male lebito that seems to think it is god amongst which is why when I say Men should burn in hell so women could learn to bread with out us... I meant it

The amount of people who have sacrificed them selves literally to protect or watch over me as loyal & caring good friends & family do have been nothing but burdened by their goodness in attempt to care for me as they have suffered so much for it

Today is Friday, June 19th – 2009... This will be my last Blog entry... so for my admires who think I am some kinda genius who understands the female mind, because all the men that don't... & to the people who will hate me, for those who die or loose what they had in the Fire I will start this weekend to make sure there is no going back... so my sins don't go unpunished... to my Bloodlines, which have financially supported me my whole life when I could have been dead or under a bridge, To my Friends who know me as a good friend & wont ever hear my voice again, to the people of the family & friends who will die in the fire I will cause out of selfishness to ensure there is no going back. To My one still living good friend who I knew in many previous life's before this one. To the family who will hear of a burning apartment complex where the gentlemen once lived who loved their princess

This weekend I take responsibility for all those I have hurt so so that the few who die in the fire are the last ones who will be robbed of what they had instead of countless numbers of people who are hurt because they see me as a good person & are willing to sacrifice them selves or what they had to save me

Good people aren't always meant to be happy, start out crippled & fucked for life & learn to love the feeling of hate & anger as the adrenaline rush of wrong doings & pain inflicted on us we explode out with a dark fury to make the world remember that creep & things he did.

In some sense love saved my soul, but it didn't stop the people who fell & lives disappeared or where hurt because of me. In Essence some of us Taste Love Just enough to know it would have been easier to never have found it after it was ripped from you. But in truth we are left to carry the weight of those who have died in vain saving us because we couldn't do it our selves. My sacrifice & the people who will loose what they have or may die because of my choice is far fewer then those who will be harmed if I don't.

Great minds are always the craziest, but it is we who helped develop science & the most passionately devoted religions whether they worshiped 1 god or many. It is those same brilliant minds who sit & hack your computers or sit locked up in insane hospitals or helped with the mathematics to construct the 1st atomic bomb. Great minds think alike, but even the most misunderstood criminal serial killers emphasis philosophies we don't such as understand Ted Bundy or Hannibal lecture who helped detectives to find serials killers on many occasions & even escaped at lease twice

I may have a good heart, but the amount of people who have fallen or lost because they where my friends is not worth living with. I only prey My teachings don't go unheard, that in my death after the silent bashing of hatred & tears cause by what I will do. Will some day turn into Joy. I Prey that the amount of damage caused will remind people in the long run that Death is Poetic as it brings us together. But that my choice in doing so is not a suicide, but a selfless act in attempt for the people burdened by me & barred or tortured after death because of me... Stops here & doesn't continue.

To the one I Love & friends, family & Ken-folk who have sacrificed so much for me. This is my way of taking responsibility so no more get hurt because of my after my death
Live... Let Learn
Poetic Justice
Poetic Death

Honor
Sacrifice
Integrity
Love as the most powerful magic of all
Responsibility, respect & Above all DECENCY
& the dark understanding of who we are with out AL of These

God speed to those who cherish what you have preying you may never loose it.
My Condolences to those who have lost because they took it for granted like I did.

My Greatest Lesson of all are 2 things.
*Pain Is Thy Ally: Take what will destroy you & learn to understand it so that you may Build from it modify you self from the foundation up as a mental barrier of protection against things that would emotionally wound you becoming immune to it so cut from that same dagger can not penetrate & hurt you again. Meaning only a more powerful force of greater much greater nature will be able to hurt to. In essence Pain whether it be emotional or physical shown in both psychology & the history or war in order to survive it we must learn from it & build from what understanding it will teach us in the way things play out

*Love someone for who they are not what you want them to be
Emphasized my quote:

I would rather you hate me for everything I am than Love me for something that I am not, I rather you say it to my face then pretend to be my friend & Talk Shit behind my back. I would rather hate you for everything you aren’t than respect you for something which you are not. I’d rather know where we stand, than not know who we are

Tuesday, 16 June 2009

Theory & Kayos - Evolution "Humanity with Out Men"

Tuesday, June 16 - 2009

Men are here for 2 main reasons theoretically, to Bread & Provide. Instinctively at least as one person might put it… the Bull is put in the pin for 1 reason, to get the cows pregnant, & 1 by 1 he will, just as Females also have 2 Key Characteristics, Nurturing side & the as many like to call it (The EVIL Bitch Side). This is a fucked up reality, & no religious aspect or justification of society will ever change this any culture ever. Yet if by some means the male species was unable to re-propagate the species, whether it be because the way we Purify the water & it makes it so men are basically shooting blanks so women can’t get pregnant or some Genital sex Disease where to develop like HIV & STDs but instead of killing men it made them unable to provide Applicable Sperm so either they themselves or later generations can’t get women pregnant. There for knowing the sexual habits most of us have.
In a case like that theoretically what would happen to the human Species if over a series of hundreds of years men become useless, well logically either 1 Evolution would adapt as it always has & women would probably somehow Bread Asexually without men or Science & Technology would take over & replace the male species all together. I’m sure the 1st couple hundred years worldwide women (who aren’t Lesbian yet) would bitch because they want dick, but think about it. With the machines & educational background & Data Basis we have today. Women would somewhere down the line not need men, & the world would benefit from the very aspect that we (Men) would become extinct.
More Men work in the Construction related Mechanical Field then women cause we use our muscles & think with our dicks. Yet more women work in Office Buildings & think with their brains, & Ultimately they run the show behind a computer while most of the Physical Labor in the world is done by us.
War, Crime, Corrupt Governments all would probably disappear with the male population extinct. Females are the Nurturing species of humankind. 200 years ago a big Chick with upper arms as big as my lower thy was a good catch, cause they could do the chores, cook, skin a deer, raise kids, do fix it stuff & house hold maintenance, take care of the Farm & Plant the Corn while the man of the house was out for months at a time doing Cattle Drives or at least a few weeks or days at a time Hunting. but if you think about it 60 million years ago with Cavemen as uninvolved as we were in the beginning love, passion, & emotions had nothing to do with sex, hell it was more like RAPE, he got it when he wanted it, & later on basically some type of Cavemen realized that around the time they migrated for hunting based on the weather & has sex, the women got pregnant… & as Man Packs got bigger there where families a lot like the nomads who lives in caves & later more like Indians… In the Mid Evil Ages 2000-3000 years ago, Marriages where all arranged based on wealth & welfare of the child, many times married as kids to have no choice in who they would later have babies with. This ultimately meant if you wanted to have any Next of Ken to inherit family Valuables, Land, Treasures or Riches you had to have a kid, preferably a son in most cases based on the Idea that Democracy wasn’t invented yet… Knowing that, it didn’t matter if you where Queen, Princess, Relative, or Guest. If you where around & you where a female, if the man wanted it… in that sense regardless of your title u where a sex slave

Today Women have more justified rights, Mainly in America maybe, but even in Muslimic & African countries as screwed up as some of those are, women in most cases aren’t slaves. Culture all around has evolved & women are becoming more & more aware that they have a Brain & the ability to use it to manipulate men using their body in many cases in order to survive.
This supports my theory on why if men over say 300-400 years were too slowly go extinct women would eventually adapt & unite as 1 single Colonized Humanoid race… for a number of women the 1st few centuries would be a bitch cause a lot of you are str8 or prefer dick to satisfy your needs, but later Generations would mentally be OK with that & the “Mental Security” men give you would slowly disappear. YOU DON’T NEED US. Ultimately, the Female Humanoid race would probably against all science & religion Evolve in a way that that would support a more Advanced technological Intellectually Superior bread of human that with all the computers & machines today, it would Eliminate almost all costly Problems the human race has today, whether it be Politics, War, Crime, the Economy… All this would be replaced with a united peace & Tranquility, much like the Colonies of Army Ants in south Africa who seem to Telekineticly move act hunt & feel as 1 creature because the colony of Ants works as one not as many, & Is not interrupted by distractions of petty bullshit… in this case the petty bullshit is every Bull in the pin, every Player, every pedophile or creep or criminal who took it to far. Most of us are just the shit on your shoe. You just haven’t scraped us off yet cause you seem to still think you need us, when mentally females are evolved so far beyond the Brute Primal Ignorance & untamed sexual instincts & temptations of man

Tuesday, 09 June 2009

{Life/Reality} Concepts - The Fall of Man

Monday - June 1st, 2009

The male ego consumed by dominance demanding the right to get what it wants when it wants it making the Fall of Men its own brutal lust for power, sex, & money from the beginning of time as mammals evolved from one creature to the next and cave dwelling homo-sapiens developed into dominate competing migrating Indian tribes that followed the hunt as the 4 seasons changed. Till some tribes became settlement based communities that formed small stationary families developing into towns that lived off the agriculture much like farmers today raising crops, fishing the rivers, & breading their own live stock. From that small thriving communities became cities ruled by a common understanding that Power was the rightful sign of respect & should be enforced and worshiped equally so many times bringing war or domestic disputes leading to the now forgot code of honor which later brought about knighthood & the lost nobilities & virtues of man such as chivalry that bound men & their honor by their very family name as their word & oaths & they swore vengeance & gave their lives to protect as we lived & died by the very sword that ruled us, bringing upon kings & empires to rule territories & governed by the politics of men many times reinforced with torture as Meir entertainment bringing to the slaughter or moral men who stood up for what was right when they didn’t support the common beliefs which ancient code of ethics that founded the idea of thousands of years that Male dominance ruling high above anything of value which lead to wars brought upon within entire kingdoms because women although many saw as useless where a sign of wealth if the woman was beautiful which lead to the falling of empires & & collapse of kingdoms they where united from

Territory Property & the economic concept of money & the was developed over the very idea of something materialistic or someone in a position to offer something usually of value which many times was a job or trade which required slaves used in manual labor to complete the tasks such as building things & shaping the agriculture. The master minds behind the design & architecture the dominate mechanics & cultural advances we have today came from the designers who may have started as alchemists of other engineering trades which thousands of years who where family owned professions such as black smith, farmer, soldier, architect, Digger/Minor & many others. Skilled professions where taught & passed down in the family tree each time to the next son. Typically if you were family man with little or no business value or profit, you where considered worthless or trash, which lead to the beginning concept of poverty. IF YOU HAVE NO USE YOU ARE WORTHLESS & WORTH NOTHING. These common understanding & label lead to theft which was treasonous & would get your hands cut off back then. If you where a man but did not want to take up the family trade & didn’t want to take the label of a criminal & be cast out of your own family in order to protect them or force you family to go into hiding. The only other worthwhile profession was a soldier. Soldier many times until the last recent hundred years where known as pigs, they used their badge to get whatever they wanted when they wanted it, including women, food, supplies, & money.

The Peace keepers who were supposed to protect us from criminals & foreign invaders became the law & there for the criminals who ruled the people governing them & having their with local towns because they where the law under the king or ruler at the time

From the beginning of time this adulterous brute force who ravaged our women & pillaged our towns from with striking fear into the very morality of humanity teaching us that fear is respect & respect is to either bow willingly, die painfully or be enslaved by it if we didn’t… for thousands of years worldwide this was our culture as it became embedded in our minds both as humans & instinctually as a mammals that the male ego is not one to be reckoned with & challenging a male position in authority is equivalent to the defiance of your loyalty of who you are & what you are from the very gender you were born to the lifestyle you are raised to choose or be forced to live

As a the male gender today in the 21st century, it is no different, the global economy from 3000 years ago up until even today is ruled by men both religiously, corporately, politically, & in our personal lives. From domestic disputes of child molestation & abusive relationships to the different marital practices of many cultures worldwide. We as a people are corrupt, & we have encouraged the abuse of our children, relatives & friends not recognizing that for hundreds of thousands of years, possibly since the down of evolution that yes Men have a penis, & yes we have more muscle mechanical understanding of things then most women. But as a human race both male & female we are also the most horrific thing every to evolve on this planet, but we are also the most advanced. Those two things together are a very bad combination & it will destroy us… It’s not an if it’s a when.

The government & military just like the school boards & corporate offices that influence & run every society worldwide no matter the argument have one thing in common, the people they need to employ those positions require some ones with enough brain capacity & will to do the job handed to them, but also require someone to manage people in every level of professional or none professional career out there. Knowing this & that the very homes our children are raised in will either someday turn to illegal profit making lifestyles of legally employed lifestyles. Both of which are always governed ultimately at the top by a Male Ego in charge no matter what it is. Even if that sounds like its nothing, the very foundation if came from is the reason domestic violence & gang or organized affiliated crime bosses are just now being recognized what they are & how bad it has gotten out of control today. Whether its sports, gambling, or legit company or illegal business, the men who rule up high as authority in charge of all the small time workers are no different than the kings using throwing lambs to the slaughter in the battle fields & giving their armies the right to raid villages & towns folk without disregard of what happens to the innocent & allowing it for so long without punishment for thousands of years

We may be the most dominate species every to walk the earth next to dinosaurs, but the difference between those cold blooded reptiles & humans in the 21st century is that by evolving as much as we have we are also well aware of what we have become & are fully alert about the criminals minds among us, & by criminal I am accusing those who cower before their own injustices because it benefits them not to make it right for those they have affected & later generations… not those who are labeled criminals for being forced into a lifestyle of crime because they were never given a chance & never knew better. No one is born evil, we all have a soul. Poverty as one of our biggest weakness’s next to the media & what that has done to us is our 2nd biggest issue worldwide. With poverty come crime & those who will fight kill & use others to survive. It is not human to enjoy hurting our selves & others; it’s in our nature to survive. We only learn to enjoy watching people suffer because public entertainment for thousands of years has shown us to… from gladiators to present day porn. The different between 2500 years ago & today is we are now self aware of what we have become… in our own modern world from the crime on the streets to the abuse in our homes, molestation, rape, & murder alike believe it or not have been condoned by the ministry who covered up the truth of where humanity came from over a thousand years ago, bleeding itself into our justice systems so that its morals we already had would be recognized & called immoral only by the voice or Jesus Christ. I am not accusing Jesus Christ as a fake. I am simply stating that the catholic church used him to adapt into the justice systems with their church hiding & banishing agricultural beliefs calling them Pagan simply because they did not warship his god through him. Indian civilizations have been here long before the dawn of man & its evilness. The Indians lived off the land & worshipped it never letting 1 creature they hunted go to waste… they very bones & left from the bodies of animals they hunted they used in part of their everyday life. It wasn’t till the migrating cultures where slowly cast out as savages when earlier migrating tribes technologically developed when settling down & mastering the resources of the land creating empires & kingdoms where Indians slain like sport by the white man & called savages because they respected mother nature & we harnessed the sword

The Christ worshiping god fearing religious cultures whether related to the old testament or new one are not bad, they simply where rules by men till those who felt lost sought a new Messiah & clung to him as their Sovereign King Lord Jesus Christ. 2000 years ago the warship of one soul awesome god began, & I am not saying that is bad. But it was the reason thousands upon thousands of lives have been tortured, slain, burned at the stake, drowned, or simply imprisoned from not believing in the new God. This witch hunt of pagan & other non believers made its way into the courts & jury & the very founding of England & even modern day America. The morals of some newly recognized religious superpower have been plagued into modern day justice systems as if the only reason people don’t rape, kill, & steel is cause of the fear of going to hell. Those so called morals have been here since the beginning of time, they just where referred to as respect until respect got replaced with fear & then putting fear into the hearts of people in various kingdoms & empires was justified yet again by putting God behind in it the modern day justice systems & courts of our government today

We are human we will sin, but just like watching to lonely pets like for instance two male dogs will gladly hump each other’s assholes & become very homosexual & like it… just like thieves will steel & drugs dealers will sell crack cocaine, just like a mother will castrate her husband for molesting her children or drown her child so it doesn’t live the cruel life she did when she has no way to set up adoption or find help, all these criminal cruel things people do we as a human society call unjust & punish each other for is no different than simply wanting to survive a cruel world because some of us aren’t given the chance & others are simply born attracted to the same gender just like some people are born mentally retarded. Genetically it does happen & normally or not yes it is natural. Science has proven that, just like Goth is not normal but it is part of the EMO culture so many Music bands, & depressed culture so many thriving styles of clothing cater to today. Just because we disagree with something on a Political, Religious, or Corporate influenced level doesn’t mean it isn’t here cause of something those very things & the demands they put on society isn’t the reason our own culture is crumbling

We are the 2nd most dominate species to walk the earth & we are the most quick rising when compared to the dinosaurs… we only took a few million years as mammals to rule this planet, dinosaurs tool several billion years to become the prehistoric reptilian tyrant rulers they where… we came up so fast because as mammals we have bigger brains & we reproduce quickly, which is exactly why in less than a 1000 years the world has grown from thriving empires who ruled the open country to sky scrapers & people living in boxes underneath bridges. The amount of destruction to the ozone lair humans have causes will not allow us to be in & live another 1000 years, all life of earth will fry like French fries over the 1st sunset when that ozone lair disappears & what’s left will freeze in subzero space temperatures without it to protect us from the sun.

We will be our own makers & our own destruction, but when that happens will be so caught up in money, sex, & bullshit drama since that’s apparently the things our world has raged wars over for thousands of years that we won’t realize what hit us because face the unbiased facts. Science & religion, the supernatural or the mysterious unknown of Aliens isn’t what will destroy us as a human race. Armageddon isn’t coming… NATRUE Is, & it’s taking back what we so unrightfully took from it at the cost of every living thing on the planet
{Life/Reality/Advice} WHY do Men ONLY Talk to You for SEX

Wednesday - May 27th, 2009

OK before I answer that. Please understand why I am being so rude in the way I may phrase some of the things I may State or accuse Both the Female & male Gender for on this Blog Entry… but My entire Blog with over 70 Entries of what most people saying remind them of an annoying book of seminar speeches from some guy who thinks he is Doctor Phil… forgive me for being so frank & so bluntly rude on this one

MEN USE YOU & TALK TO YOU FOR SEX THE SAME REASON YOU WANT TO SETTLE DOWN & HAVE KIDS… with an exception of a few women who have either lived well into their late 30s or 40s, never had kids still don’t want kids & live life for the excitement of being young & making money. Why by the way if your actually one of these you are what we call a MILF… because your old, your hot & you wanna have fun just like we do, if you don’t fit those specifications. Then chances are even if you like sex & you in that age range using men for one nighters once a month just like we do to you when we are younger & can actually keep it up. The only reason you do this is cause your old you like sex & your just was tired of the bullshit just like the supermodel rich kidless chick is, except for one thing. You have been used & abused & been around the block so many times you finally clued in maybe you should use us like we use you, just your careful about it now. The girls who are your age & actually use the GYM, make money you probably don’t, & never actually had kids, the difference between them & you is they learned from a young age probably in their 20s or maybe before that, by seeing people they knew or cared about get hurt used & abused, & they decided at that age that they would wise the fuck up & not put out like younger girls do in most cases & they would focus on making a career for themselves & keeping their body intact so when you old & wrinkled they look like mature porn stars they probably make at least 3x the money you do working a legit job like a manager in some corporate office, as a model, or Musician, or an actress, a teacher or something in the medical field or law Enforcement or justice system maybe… & the Older women who look damn fine at that age do it so well cause they learned young that men will use them & ever other female for one thing, sex. Even the girls who ain’t rich learn to adjust by keeping a banging body marrying old geezers or just some middle aged wealthy hung rich guy

As I said, forgive me for being blunt, I know I will have allot of angry women mobs wanting to shoot me for stating any of that. But think about it, women young & old, can any of you who read this honestly say you haven’t been constantly hurt, used, & abused by men, for the most part of your life are at least since you started dating

There is a reason for that. Men, even the nice guys like men, look for sex, younger women tend to be allot easier to poke then some 1 who has been around the block a few times say after age 25 or 30. The Guys who seek women closer to age 30 usually want something a little more serious & less for sex. Because older girls Hot or Not DON’T put out as much. The reason why, they have been hurt, scene the shit men do to women, & they wise the fuck up, older girls either learn to play their cards the same way men do with a straight face & use men just like we use you, or they or they are more focused on doing something with their life, like a career & getting promotions… notice this is why the statistics say a women will get management positions faster in an Office setting using make up, with long legs & a little bit tighter formal clothing than the girl who has been working there for 20 years & deserves that management position who is probably going to get laid off because when you work for a major corporation the longer you work there in management the more of a liability you become because you get paid more than anyone else to do jobs no 1 else will take or no one can handle all of which can be easily replaced by either 5 people good in customer service business oriented & technical social strategic management position (this goes for men & women). The catch is usually if they do replace you it will be with several young better looking well educated females capable or easily replacing you, or 1 few males who are eager for that next promotion & could care less about who they step on getting there because men are good at being assholes by nature & that’s why they do it so well

Again, as I said, forgive me for my frank rudeness.
Now as far as men, this is my opinion of most of you, & yea this will sound sexist to my own kind. So excuse me for calling it out cause it seems like the only good men around these days who respect women & actually understand how to make them happy & don’t think women are put on this earth to Serve You, whether it be for your own selfish games of lust, or the fact that when the majority of the male human population fucks something up whether it be in the business world or hidden secret in our own personal lives, women are left to clean it up. (Women this would also explain why men literally get away with murder & your left being called a ho) Men, frankly I am disgusted by my own kind so fuck you fun men & yea I do Strongly believe the female race would be better off without us, I’ll even state that if women could learn to bread without the use of a dick the world would be allot more peaceful, like an ant colony, able to thrive & think as 1 flesh like movement as poetically & kayotic as that sounds. In my eyes if women could bread without us, war would end, technology would greatly expand & the supernatural understanding of things would flourish. Corporate science FEAR This, The government knows woman clean up the Mess’s men make & can’t admit it so high up in the government you have female working with human relations while men sit their & build weapons of mass destruction & other men remain in management cause by nature we as a Mammals being men feel the need to keep women in check & one up them, & the most common we do that is by making woman feel like shit & using them for sex or being Dominate authoritarians over them

Which brings me to my next point, we are Mammals, and have more sex than any other category of species on the planet… Most species Bread by the use of producing eggs, or asexually. Mammals just fuck like rabbits, or as I like to say, WE FUCK LIKE ROAD KILL… Funny huh, sad thing is Humans are an over populated mammal species who got to the advanced stage we are by Fucking, Raping, & Manipulating or Conning women to Put Out… (May I remind you the Movie Brave Heart was based on true story of an Irish man who defied the king & Raised Armies of villages whose wives & daughters where ravaged & murdered for the kind’s tyrant’s personal pleasure of his soldiers?) From the Reproductive habits of Cavemen up in till the time of Roman Prostitution, British Female House Wife Slavery which was abolished just a few years ago, or European & English Royalty or not who plagued women royalty or not as a 2nd rate class citizens for hundreds or years as simply the hole men poked when they wanted it, using women as house maids, expected to raise the children, cook, clean, & serve the man we ever he so pleased, which by the way is Stated in the Catholic Bible about WEMON SERVING MEN, there even as a misinterpretation obligating women for Literally hundreds of years to be forced to do literately anything the man requested of her or face death as her punishment. It wasn’t until the last couple hundred years that women finally reserved the right to assume partial man of the house. But only back in Wagon Country Days, when the 1st settlers in America where forming women received their 1st chance on many occasions to have a bit of respect, but only because back than the way of life was based on the man going hunting for several days or even weeks at a time, or driving cattle for months on in, in many times never returning because of wilderness accidents whether it be a snake bite, fixing the wagon wheel & was crushed beneath it as the wagon collapsed, or attacked by some wild coyote, or ambushed by thieves, or shot in the town square cause he thought he was a quick draw when he was in a local whore house/bar in a town run by ranchers or town folk that hated & killed cattle herded for fun almost as a type of racism back then because the cattle or Cattle Hundred fed & grazed on the land that belonged to other ranchers & nearby towns where they went to sell the cattle for money. Back then women were left to be independent & brought up as butch woman to raise the kids & take care of the farm because they knew if the man left to bring home money or food he may never come back, so they were expected & taught to pluck the corn & pick the garden, raise the kids, repair house damages like roof leaks when the man was gone, skin a dear if the man brought home a kill or skin a Goat or chicken if he didn’t. Back then if a ban of wild dogs was ravaging the campsite it was a woman job to defend the home not the man’s because he was never there. Getting the well water, cleaning, cooking, sewing, starting the fire every night & teaching the children anything about staying alive when the man wasn’t home in case he didn’t come back was a way of life back then… the catch is, is that back then in order for a women to fulfill her duties as a house wife 200-250 years ago. Women were not Petite like they are now… back then the only petite women worked at the local bar & whore house bought & sold & used in the slave trade as registered whores owned & sold & used as so… it was a sex trade, & a respected legit business back then. But it was also originated from the shared views on women & regular way women were treated in the roman times & Mid Evil times. It originated from a time where the way of life was ruled by the sword, where men lived & died by it as a way of life & code of honor & unspoken law… The only code of honor people might understand the concept of these days is that if you ever join a gang it’s a brotherhood much like a family, & if you ever turn you back on it expect to be hunted down for life cause its considered betrayal.

The sad thing is Society has all these hot actress’s, Music artists, Beauty pageants, or modeling companies… most of these women can be seen on TV or the Front cover of both “Seventeen magazine & Adult magazines. Women today are expected to put out because for 1000s of years society has expect them to… & the only that that started to change was with the Woman’s Rights Movement. Women now are allowed to have Equal rights as men, at least in America they are, but at the cost that to keep their dignity they have to either become real successful in a career because they don’t need men to survive or otherwise receive the label Gold Digging Hos, because the world has always made the female gender out to be the local town whore, & unless women stand up & make clear that You Clean Up the mess’s we make & should be respected for that & use it as a skill in the work force customer service or social design or human relations… you do clean up the mess men make. Both in humanities social & personal lives as well as the Business & Economical corporate world… Men skill is brute force & asshole by nature, your skill is manipulation & Intellectual intelligence… you it, without another women’s rights movement, women will always be 2nd class citizens & will always be played & used for sex, & let to clean up the mess’s men make& then shit faced cause we look good making a reputation being the shit while u get left in the dust

Live

Learn

Evolve

We have One upped you for thousands of years… if you want a place in this world, even in America, make you mark, stake you claim just like men have. Use what god gave you to get by, but the reason Men use you for sex, Bottom line is cause for thousands of years women let them, don’t you think it’s about time women took their place as equals with the same respect men get without being called a whore, or having to use the same brute methods of getting by in the corporate world we do

You are Nurturing intellectuals by nature, men are put here to bread & provide by nature, we are mammals, it’s in our design just as it is in your to clean up our mess, just like you have for thousands of years… it’s not a thing to be ashamed of. Its customer service, its healing the sick, its cleaning up our mess… make what you become the Anti Drug or Anti Man movement, make what you are instinctively the equal gender who is just as worthy of being cool as men, because you Do clean up our mess’s, you do have a brain & a heart where most men don’t… If I’m wrong why are their more child molesters, murderers, rapists, serial killers, abusive husbands & corrupt countries entirely governed my Male Dominance… think about it, live, learn, evolve, stake your claim, and make your place.
{Life/Reality} The Kayos's of Media & it Showing the True Collars of Relationships

Monday - May 25th, 2009

The 2 things that fuck up even the best relationships other than porn if you look at the numbers or take a survey are the idea of marriage or getting married or simply just living with your spouse, allot off people like porn, even allot of girls, but when they guy is more interested to jacking off to the damn screen than he is to her it don’t help, & when u look at the numbers more people break up over those 2 things than they do porn or sex addictions Think about it.

Do you need a Pie of statistics to tell you the only reason marriages 20-30 years ago stayed together where over the obligations of religious & cultural history? Many Religions are influenced by Race... meaning the color of your skin… I’m not racist, but Mexicans are usually catholic, & that’s just 1 example stereotype or not. Religion has a strong hold on interracial relationships this is why 30-45 years ago or more you didn’t see any mixed couples. 200 years ago the only interracial marriages where done as slavery & not only in the USA, in Britain & Egypt too, check the history books, take a couple surveys from your friends

Today interracial dating is opening up more & more of a thrill of what’s new. It’s hot, Asians on Ivory & Ebony or whites & Blacks on Mexican… it’s the new thing, its unexplored sexual territory because of all the generations before us who didn’t fuck like bunnies unless it was with our own collar. The only reason it’s so fucking hot is because it is new, 50 years ago it never happened. This is not Racism, this is not Anti-Church, this is Anti-Media & how it has encouraged the OK of Violence & Pure Lust… Brutality for sport & entertainment dates back before Christ… not to mention it’s in every mans DNA to wanna kick the shit out of someone when he is mad, usually women say it but there smart enough not to do it, they have some idiot do it for them

Ok... what I am trying to say is SIMPLY Implying is that even based on the amount on relationships that are ruined by Porn obsessions & sex addiction. More Failed Relationships & Filed Divorces in the last 30-45 years have met an all time record, it’s worse than ever before. It’s an all time high & the biggest mistake of our last couple recent generations are. (1 Violence of the Media & 2 Lust of the Media) babes on magazine covers. Adults many times close to 25 or almost 30 playing young adults under the age of 21 on TV. Relationship TOTAL FUCK Ups are an all time high especially in America because of our Technological advances & Marketing Culture & the way we choose to advertise things

400 years ago some would think these problems didn’t exist but they did it’s the Government & Legal System This country was founded on was based off the Christian Faith of God Fearing Morals until so many years ago that took religion out of that. But out entire government was still built off a united faith in very popular through the maturing stages of our Giant Melting Pot of the United States of America. With God Fearing Morals built into our justice system Domestic & & Public sex crimes where ignored & domestic abuse was unheard of & neither one was ever noticed as a problem till the last 30-45 or 50 years. Family abuse especially both sexual & physical has always here just as bad as it is today, except with the media out of control now we actually notice it & it doesn’t help with the Corporate Demands of the Economy & its affect on advertising & the media not to mention religion losing its grip on the justice system & the constitution it was always here it’s just become more of an issue with more people doing it when today’s generation has actually been taught to fight for our rights basically exposing it even in good relationships when they fail whether they where noticed for the crimes committed within families or not for 1000s of years marriage & Living with your spouse have been a regularly practiced custom throughout the world… but till that last 50-100 years disturbances & people fighting for their own rights & what they believe has not been allowed by the church or the legal system as the world is dominantly ruled & destroyed by men